Rose , Scis ( Skys)

[Rose/Kiba\ PawZ]

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How hard it is, to remove a scar, i only offred because i didnt want ch i to feel bad anymore, maybe after i do this she can put evertything behind this start a new.

Wedding in two weeks hmm how i love netsy, alothough i have really seen her t o offten , and i wittness everything shes done i still find myself in love ill always be waiting for her,


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// a song t odiscribe her feeling towards Netsy
it shows how alive she feels with her , and how move she loves and waits for her.



"All Around Me"

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed

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This shows how She loves Chi and how she will stand beside her, like a mother , liek a sister , like a friend always there

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Oh What a Fool i was, i only made things worst, i set a bad example for Chi
Out of Anger thats wasnt even about the arrow i attacked ryuu, thanksfully i missed,
then i ignoured Chi. it didnt help i was starting to fade into a sleep, but thats no reason.
i treated her like she wasnt as important , or that she isnt as smart , when in truth im only 5 years older then her.

i have to set things right, if she will talk to me ill do that tonight,
I hope she will fogive me....

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I finaly found my journal... it was under the dresser. i could have swore i never took if out of my bag. one last page left i cant Believe my weddings with in the week. this will be my last Journal Enrty as Rose Scis oh how happy everyone will be, funny enough im just starting to get back to my Training. im so busy all the time it seems i never spend anytime with netsy latly. thats why i have stoped going into the hospital to help out. im sure they understood.
Chi made me my Wedding dress it fits perfectly its so lovely and White. i looked really pale in it so ive been trying to get a tan. its hard i keep geting burned. well its starting to come in now. and ill be geting my hair done soon.

I cant believe a few more days untill i can live a happy life.

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Rose Tem'Naka Last page (PAGE 40)

Its as if a Weight is lifted i am finaly free of my Burden, now Netsy stands beside me in my ventures helpign and supporting me.

I met a Girl named Anya she was scared of me at first, very likeable, she had feathures of a cat alot liek Miha did. i really miss her.

Chi met Anya too she seemed happy, and im much more happy now that she calls me Sister and not Miss
i never did understand that, im glad its over.

i also learned somethign new a Rock Tiger Jutsu how intresting.
next i plan on Finishign Bone mending. i need ot get that worked out then ill continue with Taijutsu.

ill wait here now for Netsy to coem around, so i can Hug and Snugle her..

Rose. forever and always Netsy's . *Signed off in a Black Flet pen in a SMall neat Signature and a small Neat Drawing of a rose*

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Speical Report * Rose Told Inari she would work out the report as payment for helping them get out*
** Rose hands this report in the moment she was done she raced down and handed it in **

12/07/2010

Rose Tem'Naka
Anya Hallowman
Inari Tomoyo

A Unknown man asked for help from the Ninja's from all the 5 great nations to help him create a prformance. everythign was going as Planed but after the preformances he used a Jutsu that sunk us all into a Cavren within the Cavren there were many puzzles in which Inari figured out most of them. as we drew near the end of the puzzles the man who Inprisoned us there stated he wanted us to take our talents. we resisted and ended up in battle where Anya Hallowman was injured farily bad Rose Tem'Naka took care of her the best she could while Inari Kept the Man Busy. without Inari there Anya and Rose surely would not have lived this night. after doing a lot of damage to the man he used a Bone Jutsu part of a clan no Doubt. we then after the man took his life brought his head up mwith us as we narrowly escaped the maze we then were met by 2 anbu's were they Helped Anya all the way.
and we returned home.

*Signed * Rose Tem'Naka

[Joshie/Neji]

*A brand new black, hard cover diary would sit on the bed. The spine is an elegant desgin, with a red ruby design laced along it. In the center of the cover, a name sits perfectly still. This name is in the same Red Ruby design as the spine. "Rose Tem'Naka." A red bow tie is tied gracefully around it, with a little card attacthed to it.*

"Dear Rose,

I thought you may have finally needed a new Diary, and I picked this out for you. I hoe you don't mind, It's just so gorgous, and I thought it would fit your perfectly. I love you. I always will

Netsy <3"

(( Will Remove this if you want Kiba ^.^ ))

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*After She recieves teh book she thinks long and hard on how she will sum up here past few Months since her wedding. but decideds she wont.*

Its nice to know your loved. sometimes i feel forgoten but as soon as Netsy or Chi come near their smiles heal more then my Medical training could ever. its too long since we see each other all the time. Chi is becomign more of a Adult everyday she becomes more Witty and beautiful. she is cute and smart at the same time, she is growing up to become her sister and she doesnt even realise.

And that worries me most. because with the Quick changing personality i have all the more trouble if someone uses another attack on me. I dont know what i am going to do kakashi said that most people end up dead. but i dont plan on it. not at all aslong as Netsya and Chi live i can't die. Ever.

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* her hand runs over a few colored pens as she taks the urple on out she looks back in on michi and starts writeing*

It been hard to get back to reality, every breath i worrie about awaking to find myself not where i thought, i left with little notice and didnt return for close to 3 weeks. i distanced mysef from all of thoughs i love. becuase of the Strange dreams and encounters from a Evil women.

I came back to the village to find what i missed so much. netsy dopted Michi. . i now have a daughter. and yet im scared for her. im not sure how good of a mother i can be. i know for sure that i cant be gone like that again not now that i have a Michi.
Ch doesnt knwo yet but i bet she will be Exited. i can belive i missed it though.

as for netsy makeing Special Jounin. i am proud. a little isapointed i could not make it with her but she deserves it. even more then me. i have never seen anyone work at it so hard to become the best she can. i will improved but i now she will too.

the gates. they are frowned upon so i heard today but i think i need to learn them what if there was somethign i needed to be strong for. somethign i cant do by myself normaly. and it comses at the cost of my family. thats nt somethign im going to risk. i will seek the training incase i need it. incase the wrst was to happen

*she Closes the book as she finishes looking back in on Mich a moment and heading off the bed*
/// this shows how rose see's how she lacks and how everything and everyone around her is , how she is a mother a Sister a Wife

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*Rose Grabs her book as she waits at home for Michi to come home for lunch she goes and ickes up that purple pen again as she closes her eyes and trys to sleep but then wakes up quickly*
i havent slept in a bit just layingdow and Staring away from netsy so i dont wake her. she looks so real but yet im unsure
is she playing with my mind again is this all really real or is it fake. . . sometimes im so sure its real to find out its not . its hard to use reason and logi to be what the other perso has created. a created world has no logic but what the creater wants it to be. Michi is she really my daughter now or is she being pulled into this sick twisted creation. its soo hard to tell whats fake or real it happenes so quick i blink and im nt were i was last.

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Guilt is a funny thing now isnt it Or would it be more correct to say understanding my resposibilitys in taking on a family i have accepted the responsabiltys that come with it. and what do i think will happen to them while im gone. i try not to think about it.
On the up side today Michi called me her mama or other mama but its understandable she is confused and i dont blame her.
Aswell as this Master Shu had set up a bunch of tests for me to follow in which i apprently passed but truly i dont think i desereved it i stoped a problem and made it larger if it not been for it all being a test i could have very well killed everyone there.

But never the less Master Shu has offred to take me on as his student and for this i am thankful but it strikes me odd that he would have even known of me in the first place i think someone must have told him about me. someone like netsy. . . .

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Its Oddly Quiet around lately. Michi is out playing most of the time leaving e alot of time to be a the hospital. I like it there, its Quiet and Calm and people listen when you say something. i help out where i can offering my skills when i can. Everyday i sit in the front lobby untill i can help out other-wise i am studying. i seen a mouse today run from a Room to a hallway and into the storage closet where i caught him. it took me a while to convince myself it wasnt master shu and that i was in fact just a mouse. i think ill go home and sleep its been a long day. i find i am geting up later everyday Netsy has already left and i never ee her leave before me in the morrning. she is truly wonderful. if a year ago someone told me this would be the way i's live my life i wouldn't have thought it true. but it is and its what i need.

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I have often wondered when i would be strong enough to help others. always striving to be the best i can in both medical Studys and Combat, Always scared that somethign would be taken from me, even when i had nothing. It is not untill now i realize that i have everything i have ever wanted. a house a Wife, a child, Many Friends and a Teacher. i even seem to have the Great Kakasi Sensai looking out for me, but why he would tkae an intrest in me is hard to say. its been a while since i have encountered that Strange Women and her Hellish Illusions and Manipulations

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I have offten wondered waht life would be like with out the simple enjoyment of the small things. like the Smile i see on Michi's face or the spark of amusment when Netsy see's me.
....
Some times i think of how if i had changed one thing in my life where would i be right now. would i be writing this very thing?
Or would i be out. mybe i would have a Husband. or maybe i would still be with a group of Bandits.
Would i be a Medical Shinboi? would i have found out that i am natrualy drawn to earth?

Another mouse rushed by me this morrning at the hospital. i Dashed down the hall after it and im pretty sure that the other nurses think im insane. i crashed into a Patients room and Managed to catch the mouse without waking him.... Well almost aside from Closeign the door and Tryign to muffle the Cry of pain i let out when it bite me... i took care of it. but yet again it was not Master Shu..

Its hard to see my Family with our odd routines. When i get up im lucky to catch a glimps of Netsy before she is out the door. i leave for the hospital just before michi gets up and when i return home at night i make dinner for Michi Me and Netsy and Chi if she is there and then i eat alone. get ready and go to bed.

Strange dreams are not very common for me but there has been a Weird one that is hard to shake. but for now its late and i should go to bed.

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*rose Manages through the gate as she stumbles about as she holds her shoulder and blood runs from her leg she collapeses at the, the gate guards help her to the hospital where she stays for a few days*