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Post by Joshie/Neji on May 3, 2010 0:32:36 GMT -5
Diary Entry 10
"Chunin, It sounds so... Official. I cam out on top of the competition, but at what cost... I nearly killed my Fiance, And my best friend. I may have one, but the price i paid was much to dear... Was it really worth it. Mini Bunshin is a technique that i have practically mastered, and have been told i am not aloud to use it unless dire need. It nearly killed two of the people that matter most in my life so i can see why. Rose is in Hospital, and i just haven't go the guts to face Sera. What am i going to do? Everyone knows what happened, i think a few are going to hold it against me. I mean, I didn't mean to hrurt them that much. My anger took control, and that's what happens when you let ones emotcions control your actions. I really need to fidn Sera, and apologise before this gets worse. I'll write later mother.
Netsy <3"
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Post by Joshie/Neji on May 9, 2010 18:22:34 GMT -5
Diary Entry 11
"Chunin... Does it really mean anything... I lead a mission, Myself and Sera along with three Genin. We were to investigate a mine that was beleived to be ancient. We got there, and there was just blood everywhere. Leading into a cave. Once we got in, an old man asked for help. Knowing it was a trick, i told them to stay back, but they don't listen. I thought being a Chunin was suppose to give you authority. I mean, i've only been a Chunin for a month now, but does it really mean anything to the Genin. They look at me in disgust, like i'm some kind of monster. Even the fellow Leaf Chunin look at me like that. Everything they say, results back to the CHunin exams. Am I a monster, is that all i am? Only time will telll....
Netsy <3"
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Post by Joshie/Neji on May 11, 2010 0:00:30 GMT -5
Diary Entry 12
"I care so much for Chi, and she's slowly comming around. Her and Rose are getting on alot better, and i think Chi is going to finally open up to me. I see her smile atleast three times a day now which is alot more then i used to. She has a glow in her eyes that makes me love her even more. She told she loved me last night, and I think she actually meant it. I think i may take her to the flower shop tommorow, to get some more flowers for our house. The next thing she wants is a haircut. I told her I would give it to her and she will be getting some new clothes. Whatever makes her happy.
I will be getting a haircut aswell, also some new clothes. The clothes I wear now are old and getting to smell to much like blood. So i need a new one. The same old black hair is not going well with my eyes, so now I will be getting a haircut, and maybe some colours. Highlights might be in the option. Aslong as it can get people to look away from my arms. They are scared and beat up, nothing like I have seen before. But they are my arms, and I will let them heal by themselves. I will be going to train now, I will write later mother.
Netsy <3"
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Post by Joshie/Neji on May 13, 2010 23:04:52 GMT -5
Diary Entry 13
"I feel so useless without the water... Without the water, I am vulnerable. I need to catch up with Inari, and see if she can possibly teach me some more fire Jutsu. Or I need to find Zero-Sensai and see if there is a way to utilise the water in the air around me. Possibly, my own body water, Or even make my own water. I think there is a way to do this, but it will take alot of training. I know not many people can do this, But Zero sensai can make his own snow, so possibly i can adapt this and manipulate it to make my own water. With alot of training, and possibly alot of help. I might actually be able to manage this.
Anyway, I talked to Chi. Me and her are falling futher and futher apart. I need to get in contact with Lady Tsunade as soon as I can. Taking a student at Chunin is not usually suppose to happen, But I don't think anyone understands her quite like me and others would just push her past her limits, causing her to break down more. Possibly, after talknig to Lady Tsuande, she will allow me to take Chi as my student. But, it is a risk and one I will be willing to take to teach her. I love you mother, and will write later.
Netsy <3"
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Post by Joshie/Neji on May 20, 2010 7:47:58 GMT -5
Diary Entry 14
"You know what's worse then someone that has to hide behind their Genjutsu to attack... A Sound Ninja that does this. Then something even worse then a GenJutsu Sound User? One that users a Genjustu on me, then uses my own element to break me out of a Genjutsu. This was pathetic. I was sent on a mission, to investigate, a person roaming water country, without a headband. Of course, I went. On arriving, I found a Sound Ninja, Name Kiki, trying to pass as a Mist Ninja. Doing what I was instructed. I attempted to take her in. I nearly managed to take her down, but out of no where. Kabuto appeared and saved her. This isn't the first time he has done this, It had happened during another one of my missions. But this was in River country. Either, There sound Chunin can't defend themselves very well, or Kabuto follows them. Anyway, I got rid of her and she left. So, I guess my mission was a success...
On a good note. Me and Chi had a good talk, after I nearly got ripped limb to limb by the Jinokoi pair. I knew one of them, but the other was new to me. Anyway, back to the point. I was suprised in Chi. She took me back to her house... (Yes Mum, She has her own House) ... Sat me on the bed, and made me rest. Everyday, she reminds me so much of Rose. Anyway, we both agreed to talk to each other more often, and be honest. We are having a girls day tommorow, and I'm quite excited to spend time with my sister. I'm going to sleep now, so I can see her. Write tommorow.
Netsy <3"
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Post by Joshie/Neji on May 22, 2010 7:51:53 GMT -5
Diary Entry 15
"Woman... Scum... Traitor. Three harshful words, in disrespecting ways, from one person. How can they be so disrespectful. Why do I let it get to me, he is but a Genin of Mist. I should not let his words trouble me, but yet, I do. My anger grows everyday, and I cannot stop it. I fear for those around me when it finnaly breaks. I just hope, the ones I love are not around. I let my anger get the best of me, And I'm trying to work on controlling it. But people like Him, Like Yuudai just push me to my limits. Then there was Guy, Disrespectful after what I taught him. Noone quite understands Aqua like I do. We Are... We were friends at one point, but what has happened has pulled us apart. I just hope she decides to return to her original Village. Sound is not good for her and Alisa.
Back to the subject, my angers builds quicker. I have a list of names written, from those who push me and make me this way. I write it seperately from my Journal, and everyday the list grows. I have about Seven names on there for now, one of which, used to be a close friend of mine. But she has slowly starting to Change. Onto a lesser note, I am proud of Chi mother. She is putting her Training seriously, and me and her are working together. I can see she is going to be a great Shinobi. I am teaching her myself, but once I teach her all i can. I must leave it up to a Jounin. Hopefully, She gets Miss Zita also. Anyway, Sleep for me mother. I had a tiresome day. I will write later.
Netsy <3"
(( Below is a song on how the people that anger her, Maker her feel. ))
Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become
I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal)
I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)
So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal I have become)
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Post by Joshie/Neji on May 28, 2010 7:06:40 GMT -5
Diary Entry 16
"Another spar win. Maybe i should keep track of who I win against and who I lose against. Maybe I'll go to the bookstore and see if they can give me an empty book so that i can write all this down. Sorry i haven't written lately mother. Been busy with training. Right now, I'm still busy. Just though I would stop and write this down so you know I am alright. Anyway, Back to what i was doing.
Love Netsy <3"
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Post by Joshie/Neji on May 30, 2010 7:08:05 GMT -5
Diary Entry 17
"One last jutsu... This is all Sensai will be teaching me, then he's gonig to let me go on my own. I know he's proud of me, he calls me his treasured student. I mean, He is proud of me but I don't want to loose him as a Sensai. He is one of the best, and I will miss him. But, Like he said, I have to try and advance on my own sometime. I'm going to challenge him to a spar when he has finished teaching me this last Jutsu. As soon as i learn this, I will challenge him. If i beat him, I will surely be proud of myself and I'm sure he will be. I'm going to sleep now mother, will write soon.
Netsy <3"
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Post by Joshie/Neji on Jun 8, 2010 20:46:36 GMT -5
Diary Entry 18
"It's getting closer and closer. I can feel it. The wedding, I just can't wait. I mean, the day I can say those two words, and be with Rose... Is going to be like a new begining. I still have a few arrangements to make. Like talking to Sera, to see if she will be my Maid Of Honour. Talking to Chi, to show her my dress and see if she will be the flower girl. The dress is beautiful, Perry done such a great job. Now I just have to show Chi. Aside from that, EVerything is ready. Invitations are mailed, and I can't wait.
In another story, My training has been proceeding as planned. I am leraning new Jutsu each week and strengthining myself. I am also working on getting Chi trained up also, by teaching her some of the Jutsu I know. I need to speak to Tsunade, to see if I can teach her more. Limited at Chunin with what I can actually teach her, Is really putting her down. Her squad leader is no where to be seen, and I am doing the best I can. I'm really tired now, so i'll seeya another time Mother. Love you.
Netsy <3"
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Post by Joshie/Neji on Jun 16, 2010 19:57:10 GMT -5
Diary Entry 19
Again... Really... Again. That stupid fire user, that keeps making fires all over the country, keeps running. Everytime i damage him enough, he flees. He keeps calling me hot stuff, and talking down to me. I fight him back, and then he runs. Coward or a straigh idiot. I can't tell. Next time for sure though. I will take him down, and take his headband. I might even hand him over. Till then, I will write later. Love You Mother.
Netsy <3"
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Post by Joshie/Neji on Jun 30, 2010 20:44:54 GMT -5
(( Updates: Added All Known Jutsu. Added the Sparring lsit and bought items ^.^ ))
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Post by Joshie/Neji on Jul 5, 2010 17:45:55 GMT -5
Diary Entry 20
"I feel I am becoming weak again, Mother. My training has been put on halt once again, As I am concered on the whereabouts of Chi. I have not seen her in a week or so, and it is starting to worry me greatly. I need to find her, or atleast make sure she is alright. Family comes first, over everything, And if she is in trouble, I need to help her. I will be talking to ROse, and a couple of the younger Genin's to see if I can find out anything or atleast make sure she is alright.
On another story, My sensai has gone missing once again. My Water Jutsu training has come to a halt and I need to find him As soon as I can to carry this on. I know many water Jutsu, but I feel once he teaches me the Jutsu he was going to, I will finally be known as a master of my Element. I'm going to start working on learning some of the stronger Fire Jutsu now. I'm going to sleep now Mother, I will talk to you later.
Love, Netsy <3"
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Post by Joshie/Neji on Jul 5, 2010 17:47:27 GMT -5
// Bio Update: New Headband in Collection and a new Theme Song //
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Post by Joshie/Neji on Jul 7, 2010 3:40:14 GMT -5
Diary Entry 21
"Sixteen hours... Sixteen hours, and still nothing. I've been sitting infront of this lake, trying to control my own chakra and manipulate the water, to see if I can create my own jutsu. But, nothing. I haven't seen anyone I know, and nothing interesting has happened, So I might head back to the village. Maybe Rose and Chi will be excited to see me. Nothing seems to be right at the moment, So I have no clue what to do. I'm just going to continue with my training, and possibly talk to Inari to see if she can teach me some Fire Jutsu. I have learned as much Water Jutsu as I can, so now it's time to work on my Fire Jutsu. Anyway, I'm going to go and see if i can get this mastered and possibly complete my own Jutsu. Goodbye mother.
Love Netsy <3"
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Post by Joshie/Neji on Jul 8, 2010 18:10:35 GMT -5
Diary Entry 21
"I returned to the leaf village, With noone around me. Something i'm all to familiar with, and something I have grown to like very much. Taking my usual spot, just inside the gate and leaning against a house wall, I sat there for a while. After a few hours, Rose found me and apologised for what she had done and said to me the other day. There is no way I can stay mad at the woman I love, and have devoted my life to. I know we are married, but is a piece of paper enough to actually show how I feel for her. We done our usual, and had a little play fight out in the Konoha Memorial. Silly little thing she is, She forgets that if we are near water, There is no way she will be able to get me. Still, I played along, and it ended up how it usually does. Both of us lying on the grass, As close as we can, and looking up at the clouds together. The only thing that was Missing, Was Chi... Where could she be...
Netsy <3"
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